its a friday night. i'm home alone. all the boys (except yangqi who's asleep) are out. potential sad situation. ahaha. but its all good (: some quiet time after an extremely long hectic week. which involved two essays being written, one which took like 16 hours, then had to be presented in class -.- but angela and i totally rocked our presentation :D ahaha, everyone said we were so in sync. whoopee. i'm really pleased with my essay presentation.

walked home alone in the cold just now. not particularly pleasant. but that nice long (very cold) stroll cleared things up quite abit in my mind. i'll just adopt this very non pro-active attitude towards things. if they happen, they happen (: i'm not going to chase anything anymore. i kinda made that resolution this year. and i think its been good, and safe so far. what's meant to be, will be right? haha.

i just wish others would be as pro-active, as i am non-pro-active :p

went for ashraf's honeypot concert tonight (((: goldfish!! your lse friend's (hot) gf is my friend's ex gf, who was in this play in ucl called pagoda st. ahahaha. they brought e play back to spore, and i was involved in the 2nd production of it :p e world is so bloody small right. she was singing at e concert. anywayyy, ashraf rocked my socks off :DDD i'm his groupie. grins. the innocent version yeah. haha, this whole contingent of lse year 1s were there to cheer him on. hehh. he is seriously (y). and i know he'll be reading this, so

WONDERFUL PERFORMANCE ASHRAF (((:

the christmas songs just made me miss home so much ): i've been so busy with schoolwork & singsoc stuff lately i haven't had the time to really think about christmas. now with everything more or less settling down i can slowly bask in the christmas spirit (: i love love love christmas just cos its time for everyone i love to come together and be happy. haha.

oohooh! kaleni's coming up in december :DDD i miss my darling! hahaha. i absolutely can't wait. it'll just be like cambridge all over again! whee. haha.

LASTLY! PARIS NEXT WEEKEND!!! -bounces- i can't wait :D hongmin, angela, nicole, ayla & i! whoope

off i go to watch my heroes!

above thy deep and dreamless sleep

the silent stars go by